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My last journal entry was dated back in 2011, and I had just reached a certain milestone with one of my more popular pieces, my New Link pic. In terms of my personal life, along with my artistic career, there have been many updates, changes, growth, etc. and I figured, for those who do check my page, I should update.

My last journal entry was dated on June 16th, 2011 - two days before my mom's 60th birthday. Unfortunately, on June 17th in the early morning hours, I watched with heartbreak as my mom slipped away in her battle with cancer. She fought, and at around 4am it was her time to finally rest. One of the reasons I chose not to update my journal on here, was because I didn't want to move on. Even now, I still feel the effects of taking care of her, and the empty space in my heart that exists with her absence. I felt in a way, that updating my journal would be a sign of disrespect in that I didn't want to observe a 'diary entry' from when she was still around.

My last journal entry was titled "On a Positive Note". That time in my life, watching my mom fade from her chemo treatments, only to be diagnosed with even more cancerous cells spread throughout her body, is a very conflicted time in my life. When she came off the chemo, there were some dire realities that I didn't want to observe at the time - all I wanted was for my mom to get better. When she did get off the treatments, she was diagnosed with maybe 1 week to live. She lived an additional 3 months. Her hair grew back, she put weight back on, she was eating foods that SHE wanted to eat, she had her children with her, 24/7, sleeping at her side and just creating so many close memories with her and each other. So many inside jokes were made. And she would tell us, that it was always (and would always be) just her and us, that we always had each other. So though there were hard realities to face, looking back there are even more positive memories that were made.

My last journal entry talked about my artwork, and how I hit over 1000 views with my New Link picture. Since then, I've added several more pieces of work to my gallery, the most popular of those (currently) being the Evolution of Link, with over 20000 views. I've also done several more shows and conventions, the biggest one being Megacon, which was an amazing experience - I do wish that I would be there for 2013, though. I was featured, along with my artist friends JP Perez and Mark Gil Perez, in the local newspaper, and I just did Otronicon 2013 last weekend, as a featured artist for the third time. I'm finding that it does take more than just making the art, you really have to put yourself out there, which is something I still need a ton of work with...but I'm glad to say I'm started.

My last journal entry was over a year ago, and in a way I was afraid to let my mom down and myself down for updating it. But I imagine with all that has gone on since then, she would be proud. Here's to my next journal entry - let's hope it's not as infrequent. I love you, Mom.

  • Listening to: Brink of Time
  • Reading: Mythology books
  • Watching: The Office
  • Playing: WoW: MoP
  • Eating: Chinese Food
  • Drinking: Alka Seltzer
My Legend of Zelda - New picture has reached over 1000 views. Awesome!
  • Listening to: Nujabes
  • Reading: ZBrush Digital Sculpting
  • Watching: HGTV with my mom
  • Playing: Infamous
  • Eating: Publix Sub
  • Drinking: Water
Well well, this year has already been an eventful one. Many good, and some terribly difficult things have happened just within this month. To the good:

- Been drawing much more.
- losing some weight! (I think)
- I am engaged to my wonderful best friend :D
- Was a featured artist… at the Orlando Science Center's Otronicon 2011
- Many prospective shows to come this year!
- Drawing WAY much more. (did I mention this already?)
- Saved the best for last - My love for God's much stronger than ever!
- On a hiatus from World of Warcraft - although this could be considered a bad thing too, depending on where you stand. Plus I miss playing with my Dad)

The bad, unfortunately:

- still not back in Orlando.
- No regular 40 hr/week job, despite application after application sent.
- The biggest news to impact my family's life, though, is the news of my mom being diagnosed with lung cancer. Even to this day it is still difficult to fathom, so I try to keep myself from thinking about it too much. To help with this, I focus solely on taking care of my mother, making sure she eats and drinks when she needs to, keeping track of when she takes her medicine, and just be a positive influence in her life. It's difficult and scary at times to deal with the reality of the situation, but I know I will see her through and make sure she makes a full recovery.

So there you have it! I have many ideas in store for art ideas and I hope my skills and portfolio continue to improve and grow. Already a month in and I feel like this year is gonna be a fight for change, and I'm gonna throw down :D
  • Listening to: Videogame music - assorted
  • Reading: not as much as I should
  • Watching: The Office
  • Playing: Angry Birds
  • Eating: Smaller portions
  • Drinking: Sunny D
We're quite a bit past the halfway mark in 2010, but hey, I'm posting more drawings and drawing more! Have quite a few life changes but that comes with life...good things are to come ;)
One of my resolutions, an important one at least, is to start drawing more. So, I will be putting up more drawings on here. Stay tuned! ;)
Hello everyone in my venture out to Deviant Art. I've been meaning to make a page for a long while now, but I just never really had the time or motivation to do so. I feel like my work that I post, for now, will be a hodgepodge of different media, different styles, and all that, but my number one love has always been and will always be drawing. So, as I get more of my drawings up here, I'll post them for everyone to see. But for now, it's gonna be unusual stuff like 3D models, vector art, digital painting, and the like. I hope to meet some nice people on here =P